Friday, April 23, 2010

All the wrong choices

I've been thinking a lot lately. I am an Accounting Major in an AU affiliate(that line always cracks my friends up) I attend the American university in Nigeria so I dont see how that is a lie.




Anyways I've thinking about what I want to do with my life after uni.I was real surprised that I had no idea what it was I wanted to do. I just realised I will be turning the big 20 soon and everyone will expect me to have choices to make. However unorthodox it mmight seem, i want to have a baby.

IN Nigeria, the only women that are allowed to think of having babies are theone who have husbands. It doesn't matter if you can take care of the child, you just have to have a husband. Well I dont want a husband. I just want the results.


I know I can. Strong women like Genevieve Nnaji (Whom I adore to bits), Zizi Cardow (she has the greatest legs in the world )could do it.I will too. I am not a feminist, I dont think women and men should be struggling to rule over each other, I just want to be free to do whatever I want.


Turning 20, I thinking I have to do something drastic but like everything else in my life before this wont come to me,I have to go after it. What am I gonna do?i HOPE YOU'LL BE ALONG for the journey. I'm looking out onto the world .though right now,I'm in the library and its just a blue globe sitting on a desk,I am a part of that world and like my friend said

I want to live a life where heaven will await and expect me and the earth will dread my departure"


I love life, God and all that he created. I am a testimony and you can be here to witness. I love you all.

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